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October 5, 2014
Letter To My 14 Year Old Self
November 16, 2014

I’m Having A Tough Evening

I have to be honest and say I’m having a tough evening. My faith is wobbly. Really wobbly. Yep, that’s right, ‘The Angels’ Voice’ is not hearing the Angels’ Voice much right now because she’s too busy being disappointed.

My Soul knows that there is always a plan I cannot see, a reason I do not know and that ‘This or something better’ is at play, but right now my ‘Earth girl’ self is feeling more than a little sad and perplexed that a dream so close to coming true is now as far away as it has ever been.

I share this with you because people often think that I must have this whole life thing figured out and that being able to talk to Angels so frequently makes me immune to such experiences. But I can assure that is not the case. In fact, I think that’s why I am able to work with people as I do because I understand and empathise with the sheer mystery of life. I am human as we all are.

And let me say this: being sad, mad, gutted and whatever else we might feel does not make us any less ‘spiritual’. It makes us real. We do not have to feel bright and shiny and positive all the time to create a beautiful life. We just need to show up as we are and that means being beautifully messy sometimes. Letting it all flow through us and out of us is absolutely healthy and a necessary part of truly moving on.

What is not so healthy is staying stuck in the sad, mad and gutted or letting our circumstances define us. That’s victimhood. That’s forgetting that who we are as powerful, creative beings who have a choice about what we do with our experiences. That’s forgetting that life happens FOR us and not to us.

Still, I am not afraid to say that I am gutted to have been given such a wonderful opportunity, only to have been told ‘no’ at the last hurdle. So I am just going to feel what I feel because when I feel what I feel and allow myself to be real, I will more easily heal. (I have a feeling the Angels just gave me that poem to make me smile!)

I hope you will too, wherever you’re at. Life is not for the faint hearted, dear ones! But it IS worth it. We are worth it.

We love you,

Anna and the Angels

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40 Comments

  1. Andrea says:
    October 29, 2014 at 1:02 am

    My thoughts are with you Anna! The feelings will pass and it just means god has something much better in store! Much love xoxo

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:44 pm

      Thank you, Andrea! Yes, I believe so! 🙂

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  2. Susanne Moghadam says:
    October 29, 2014 at 1:04 am

    Today I have felt the same way that you are…my heart is hurting,I feel alone and depressed and I am trying to get my attitude in check…I just feel like I want to cry.I am struggling with my financial issues due t o my rent increase.I feel like my minds fighting between depression and find my joy..So I think the Angels are using you to help us..thank you for opening up..sometimes a person feels like we are the only ones that have a heavy heart.I to will try with the help of my Angels to my Life together thank you for sharing,Susanne. 🙂

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:44 pm

      Bless you, Susanne. Yes, do ask your Angels to help you feel better, to bring you miracles and to give you guidance about your next steps right now. Doing so and being proactive like that will help you feel empowered rather than powerless. Because there’s always something we can do to feel better or move forward with even in challenging situations. Sending you many blessings!

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  3. John says:
    October 29, 2014 at 1:16 am

    Well….don’t worry, it all going to be all right….it’s probably a bend in the road, so keep it up, hold on the faith that has sustained you till now and you will come out with flying colours.
    All the best, God Bless You,
    John

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:42 pm

      Thank you so much, John!

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  4. Kerry says:
    October 29, 2014 at 1:33 am

    i am stuck Anna, firmly stuck and i have no idea how to unstick 🙁

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:41 pm

      I understand. I find focusing on gratitude really helps. Even if it’s just one thing you are grateful for right now. Write it down and make an effort to write at least two things a day that you are grateful for. Doing so shifts our energy and perspective and helps us stay open to more blessings to come. I hope that helps! Sending you many blessings, Kerry!

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  5. ivytobin says:
    October 29, 2014 at 2:12 am

    I can relate to feelings of disappointment and am sorry you’re going thru this. Struggling to get unstick myself and realize I haven’t truly felt joyous in months. Yearning for this and wondering what a certain situation in my life is trying to teach me? Thank you for your honesty and sharing your humanity.

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:39 pm

      Ahh, yes. It’s hard to see the lessons sometimes, isn’t it? But they are there and we are growing every day. Sending you love and many blessings for your own journey, Ivy!

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  6. Meg says:
    October 29, 2014 at 2:32 am

    We all have those times and those are the times we need to totally surrender to the God all mighty that can give us all we need. Pray and give it up girl. He’s got you!!!

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:38 pm

      Yes, indeed. Praying and knowing all is well! Thank you!

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  7. Jan Stamer says:
    October 29, 2014 at 3:01 am

    Yes, you are worth it, as everyday I look forward to my daily Angel letters. You have impacted my daily life more than you will ever know. And hey, everybody has an off day. It is allowed! Thank you

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:38 pm

      Ahh, bless you, Jan! Thank you. I love that I can share the Daily Messages of Grace with you and people around the world. And yes, we are all allowed to not feel so good sometimes.

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  8. betsy van coonis says:
    October 29, 2014 at 3:18 am

     You are so appreciated Anna. For all you are, for who you are. For the soul that is so loving and shares so much with others. Your words once gave me a reason to get over my being hurt and abandoned. It was in a poem that you shared titled Thankful.     I will only share what we know; when one door closes, the one that opens for you will be twice as beautiful. :)You are loved.

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    • Daniel Garff says:
      October 29, 2014 at 8:26 am

      You are really great and marvellous Anna!!

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      • annataylormusicangel says:
        October 29, 2014 at 11:34 pm

        Thank you! 🙂

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:31 pm

      Thank you so much, Betsy. I’m so glad you were able to move forward from your hurt. You’re right – one door closes and another opens! 🙂

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  9. Mercedes Belalcázar Mejía says:
    October 29, 2014 at 4:05 am

    Thank you for your poem, I can say you that your angels want the best for you, for your life; and your heart must feel a deep bliss only

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:37 pm

      Yes the Angels do want the best for me and all of us, but they also know we are human and do not always have to feel bliss. They love us unconditionally 🙂

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  10. Shelly says:
    October 29, 2014 at 5:06 am

    I am right there with you. Lots of sadness and grief and then anger today at the whole thing. Working my rear end off to get “there” and I never do. Tired, disillusioned, want to throw in the towel. But I won’t. I’ve been here before and I know it is temporary. Sure not enjoying this particular space though. Ugh!

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:36 pm

      Sending you much love and comforting energy, Shelly! Life is hard sometimes, isn’t it? Keep believing and keep dreaming.

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  11. Kevin AKA Springer says:
    October 29, 2014 at 7:46 am

    Anna honey there done that if he has a plan should send memo so we don’t flip out before he’s done ..(

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:35 pm

      Yes, God plans are mysterious sometimes 🙂

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  12. Worth & Wisdom says:
    October 29, 2014 at 4:23 pm

    And I will just sit with you, and be with you, while you feel what you feel. Sending soft love to you <3

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:34 pm

      Thank you! I truly appreciate that. 🙂

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  13. Hannah Stonehouse Hudson says:
    October 29, 2014 at 4:54 pm

    I am in love with this post. Thank you for this.

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:34 pm

      Ahh, thank you! Bless you!

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  14. aly says:
    October 29, 2014 at 7:33 pm

    have followed your posts for a while now but this is the first blog i’ve read and it is truly beautiful – teaching me we’re here to experience it all – the good and the not so good (or the ‘it was good we just didn’t know it at the time’ type stuff) Love and light, Aly

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:33 pm

      Thank you so much, Aly. Yes, so often we receive so many blessings in disguise that become obvious later 🙂

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  15. Patrick O'Donnell says:
    October 29, 2014 at 10:41 pm

    Hope things ease up & turn out better for you Ana- you sound so sad.Xxx

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 29, 2014 at 11:32 pm

      Thank you. I acknowledge that I was sad but also hopeful and that is human 🙂

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  16. Mary Brooks says:
    October 30, 2014 at 5:42 am

    I’m a new fan of yours, but where have you been all my life? I love this post. We all have been right where you are and I love your vulnerability. Thank you!

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 30, 2014 at 5:08 pm

      Ahh, what a lovely thing to say. We all connect at the right time! I look forward to sharing more with you, Mary!

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  17. createfate12 says:
    October 30, 2014 at 2:42 pm

    Human is what we signed up for…Spiritual/Human…very complex experience…lolll You are amazing!!

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      October 30, 2014 at 5:08 pm

      Yes, we are certainly complex beings! You are amazing, too!

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  18. jasmineandangels says:
    October 30, 2014 at 5:32 pm

    Dear Anna, Thank you for your post, it certainly helped me after a really tough day and realizing one of my dreams wasn’t as near to becoming reality as I thought. What is so amazing about your post is how you counselled yourself all the way through, that is quite remarkable, wow! Lots of Love Janexxxxx PS, Hope you are feeling better though :))))

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      November 1, 2014 at 3:43 pm

      Bless you, Jane. Sorry your dreams don’t feel so near either. Sending you lots of love!

      Reply
  19. Sabine says:
    November 3, 2014 at 9:00 pm

    Aw honey! *biiiiiig hugs* I read the other day somewhere “Joy are the few moments when the catastrophes of life take a break.” So, I guess that’s all we’ll ever have: precious moments to be treasured and fully lived before the shit hits the fan once again LOL For some reason this made me smile, helped me to go on, helped me dry my tears and those of those beloved to me, at yet another funeral when once again I had to bury someone I love.
    Beautiful lovely human princess-angel Anna, treasure the joyous moments and live them to the fullest and know that they will come again, they are just around the corner of the momentous “catastrophe”. Take a deep breath, do some singing or listen to your awesome music, have some ridiculous expensive chocolate and a bubble bath with some luxurious scent and enjoy. Does this make the catastrophe go away? No, it won’t, but it will help a bit to lighten the load of your heartbreak.
    You are in my prayers Sweetie! Love you!
    xox

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    • annataylormusicangel says:
      November 4, 2014 at 1:23 am

      I’m sorry you’ve had to say goodbye to another person you love, Sabine! You’ve had so much loss to deal with. Sending you lots of love and thank you for your support. It’s all good and happening for a reason, I’m sure. <3

      Reply

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